I didn’t make a post for February and I haven’t written since January so here we are. I’ve got some things that I feel like I should share. 

So far 2020 has gotten off to a tough start. It’s passing me by and I am falling behind. I’m losing the race. Right now I feel like no matter how much I try to get things going and get what I want, do what I want, I can’t. I’m in a box. Stuck. 

I’ve been pushing forward though, there’s no way I’m this unlucky. I appreciate the small things and that’s all I can do, it’s the only thing to do. I’m hoping that this month turns it around. I’ve got my birthday coming up and I’m going on a trip soon so I’ve got good things coming, just gotta make it there. 

Not everything has been bad. School’s been okay and I’ve been spending a lot of time with my friends. I love them, they mean a lot me, much more than they think. They’ve kept me going and I know that they will be there for me as I am for them.